Continue Writting~

I can't remember the last time i blog my life or continue writting my diary it was been ages since i blog about my life. Anyways let just start~ I guess to begin with i did't have a good childhood memories, when i was in primary i always got beaten up by the bigger kids and people keep insulting that i'm fat~ but looking back now the smaller kid, I saw myself crying all the time because of that... I guess that what makes us grow stronger rite? Haha but the fact now when i look back~ I'm happy those things happens, the thought me how to be mature and to be strong. Not that bad rite??? I also did't have a happy family to begin with~ when i was in form 1, when the world economical were down, that when my world turn upside down. My mom start arguing with my dad, dad loses job, rich kid become poor. But I'm happy, you know why? I had a great friend with me that time to help me get through~ Christina Tan Wai Ling. My true f riend and my first ex~ =p i guess its my own mistakes that made her dump me hahahaha. Anyway, My life ain't all bad with all the hardship that i been through, It made me stronger, smarter and learn to Love more. I been bless with love, from my family, my friends, and most of all god. Althought i am not christian I believe there is God hahaha. During those hardship I Love many girls~ And to tell the truth I still love them now even when i'm not with them. Loving someone is not bad, it wont just die. I goes on and remains the same. Now with 6ex girlfriends I learn to become stronger with every brake up. I still remember all the good things in Life, But i'm not going to blog it out~ cause good things in LIfe are to keep in Our memories~ not telling it out rite? When i'm old and have grand kids thats when i tell them. You know the best things in life is not the happiest things in Life, its the hardship we been throught and learned~ I learn to Love Unconditionally, I learn to be strong, I learn how to be an adult even when my dad is a bad role model, I learn how to be a family. And I love my family all of them even my dad, mom, sisters, cause they are family, their the only one i have.